Well Doug another Christmas is here still can't believe you are not with me I miss you every day 💋 some days I find it very hard to carry on as I miss you so much but I think of the good times we had and all the years we were together and I smile 😊 love you ❣️ xxx

Will always miss you and love you 💖

Well Doug two years today you have been gone been to see you today and did some housework work and put flowers down and lit a candle for you still miss you like mad love Cindy 💗 xxx

Hi Doug been up to see you today all looking good had to smile as there was a little girl running around you would have loved her she was smiling all the time still miss you loads but am off on holiday with leeana and David on the 10th so that will be good I can have a rest from work my leg is still hurting don't no what it is hopefully it will go away when I am on holiday love you Cindy ❤️ xxx

Hi Doug hope you like your headstone got ruby red as I know you loved ruby the most even though you never said it bad night tonight as I miss you so much can not put it into words love you always 💋 Cindy xxx

Bad day today feel like ending it all but I can't as I am looking after Eddie for two weeks from tomorrow hopefully he will help me get over this feeling of wanting to end it all should talk to someone but can't at the moment hopefully will feel better tomorrow love Cindy xxx

Doug been up to see you today and hopefully your head stone should be up soon having a bad night tonight but am trying to think happy thoughts thinking of you all the time love you

Feeling sad today have to go to work at 10 things going on in my mind wish I could get rid of them woke early today which did not help miss you lots and love you even more ❤️ love you

Happy birthday Doug will be up to see you today am still trying to get your head stone sorted should be with you by June fingers crossed love Cindy ❤️ xxx

Evening Doug miss you and love you so much

Morning Doug am still missing you think of you every day am off to leeanas today for a week we are all going to Somerset so should be fun hopefully the weather will be good love you Cindy ❤️ xxx

Hi Doug bad night today thinking of you as always and missing you 💋❤️ xxx

Miss you so much 💖

Am trying to get your headstone ordered I hope you like it ruby red stone so you know ruby misses you xxxx

Hi Doug it's been a year today that you left me I have made it though a few tears 😭 and some laughs 🤣 wish you were still here 💗 love Cindy ❤️ xxx

Morning Doug am on holiday in Portugal with leeana and David having a good time you would have loved it here very quiet and peaceful love Cindy ❤️ xxx

Evening Doug am at leeanas and David's arrived today and am off to Portugal with them on Sunday for two weeks I know you will be with me all the time ❤️

Well slept well last night did not wake until 6.30am made myself a coffee at 7 leeana David and Archie are coming round today and the sun is out it was raining yesterday and cold still missing you 😔

Well Doug have had the boiler fitted so that is working now am getting the thermostats put in on Tuesday and am off to Portugal in September with leeana and David should be fun lots of love Cindy ❤️ xxx still missing you xxx

Bad night last night could not sleep up early this morning into work at 9 hopefully will sleep better tonight I miss you so much think of you all the time love you Cindy

Well went to tossa last week and spoke to all our friends had a few crying but they all know now it was strange going without you but you will always be in my heart love you ❤️

Morning Doug am at your side telling you I am going on holiday tomorrow I miss you so much words are not enough love you always xxx

Doug love you always xxx

Morning Doug up at 5.00 today I expect you are saying go back to sleep but I can't hear you 😭 am off on holiday soon with David and leeana so that will be fun should get some sunshine we are going to Spain for a week talk to you soon ❣️ love you always ❤️ Cindy xxx

Hi Doug am trying to stay positive Brenda lost Terry on Wednesday so can you check he is ok show him the rope's Brenda is trying to stay positive but she has her family with her love you always Cindy 💗 xxx

Doug happy birthday 🎈 am by your grave putting flowers on it I love you always ❤️ xxx

Happy birthday Doug love you xxx

Doug having a bad night tonight can't sleep keep crying I miss you so much I don't know if I can carry on I feel so sad just want to hold you again love you always ❤️ xxx

Am off to leeanas and David at the weekend Sunday and Monday love you always Cindy 💗 xxx

Hi Doug Michael is coming round today so that will keep me occupied it will be good to see him still miss you all the time love you for ever 💓 Cindy xxx

Hi Doug still having bad days but am coping miss you always love Cindy ❤️ xxx

Morning Doug another day gone without you still trying to stay strong but sometimes I slip up and let my gard down but usually when I am on my own love you with all my heart xxx

Hi Doug have just been round to jenny's to take a birthday card round for Mia she is 15 today still think of you everyday love you always 💟💕

Will always be in my thoughts and in my heart love you 💝

Love you always 💟 xxx

Hi Doug bad night tonight thinking of you all the things I did not say love you so much wish I could give you a hug and kiss you can't stop crying please come to me in my sleep wrap your arms around me and give me a hug like you use too love you xxx

Happy Christmas Doug 💐 missed you not being here with me but will always love you xxx

Doug having a bad night can not stop crying I wish you were still here to say everything will be ok and to give me a cuddle I miss you so much some days I find it very hard to live without you I loved you so much ❣️ I know you are watching me and will always be with me love you Cindy 😘 xxx

Hi Doug am off to Joyce's today with leeana and David it will be good to see her I am looking forward to it love you always Cindy xxx

Well Doug am still missing you and crying myself to sleep sometimes I find it hard without you and try to keep myself busy doing things I will always love you and see you most of the time when I close my eyes it is very hard not to talk to you and you not reply all my love Cindy ❤️ xxx

Well Doug we have layed you to bed it still does not make it any easier for me but I know I did the best for you love you always Cindy ❤️ xxx

Doug still can't believe you have gone love you lots Cindy ❤️ xxxx

Doug I miss you so much but still talk to you each day and tell you what has happened love you Cindy ❤️

I love you always Cindy xxx

Thank you for creating this Tribute memorial to Douglas and supporting Rowans Hospice Charity at what must be a difficult time. Supporting the work of the Hospice in memory of a loved one is a very special way to remember them and celebrate their life whilst ensuring that we can continue to be there for those who may need us now and into the future.